April 2020 ~ Change Bunnies.
I listened to Marianne Williams’ Instagram today. She was talking about the corona-virus and how we (humanity as a whole) will never be the same. We are coming to realize how fragile and robust understanding, and how we must unite to change for the betterment of all.
“With equanimity, you can deal with situations with calm and reason while keeping inner happiness.” Dalai Lama
I have heard the Corona Virus is the great equalizer and a time for equanimity. It is leveling the fields and letting humanity know that the clock has started to get our acts together. Many have seen this coming, yet slow to act. Many have felt they are waiting for something. Guess what? It’s here.
This time is a clearing time of your past and healing wounds. I suggest you take some time to do a lifetime review. Write a letter to your past self and your future self within reflecting through your present person. Look at the lessons learned and be willing to be real honest with yourself and a witness to what you write as well as involved. This exercise will help gain perspectives other than the stories held onto now.
April is the month to gain those new perceptions and tools for your unique birth after the self-awareness. The timing of all this quarantine is a divine intervention with the world’s humanity coming to the beginning of the Aquarian age at the end of 2020. The age of Aquarius is the age of love, equality, abundance, balance, compassion, and on the more practical side, digital commerce. Aquarius is the air sign of waves, like electrical waves. So the internet and digital businesses will increase.
Ideas and insights will also be increasing. Trust yourself. You are not imaging things. Write them down if you can’t act on it right then. It is a great idea to keep a note pad on your phone or paper nearby to write the sparks of inspiration that may come.
Some dates for you to markdown:
~Saturday 4/4 • CREATIVE / REST / RECEIVING
◦ stepº15 Aries Sun, Jupiter conjoins Pluto
• Sunday 4/5/ • SPIRITUAL / REST DAY
◦ º16 Aries Sun, Mars º4 Aquarius, Chiron º6 Aries
• Monday 4/6 • Commit to Stronghold and Action
◦ º17 Aries Sun
• Tuesday 4/7 • FULL MOON IN LIBRA (where are your equilibrium and balance?)
◦ º18 Aries Sun, Mars sq Uranus, Merc sx Pluto, Mars sx Jupiter
• Friday 4/10 • Good Friday. New Information Comes
◦ º21 Aries Sun, (Venus in pre-shadow period)
• Saturday 4/11 • Unexpected Shift in Direction / Future
◦ º22 Aries Sun, Mercury sextiles Saturn
• Sunday 4/12 • EASTER, New Perspective Comes
◦ º23 Aries Sun, Moon conjoins Galactic Center
• Monday 4/13 • CREATIVE / REST / RECEIVING DAY
◦ º24 Aries Sun
• Tuesday 4/14 • SPIRITUAL / REST DAY
◦ º25 Aries Sun, Mercury conjoins Chiron, Sun Squares Pluto
• Wednesday 4/15 • Commit to Action/Changes
◦ º26 Aries Sun, Sun square Jupiter, Mercury conjoins Black Lilith
• Thursday 4/16 • New Future in Motion
◦ º27 Aries Sun, Uranus º6 Taurus, Jupiter º26 Capricorn
• Saturday 4/18 • Final Test of Strength
◦ º29 Aries Sun, Mercury sextiles Venus and Mars (both)
• Sunday 4/19 • Sun enters Taurus
º0 Taurus SunWeek4: NEW LINES OF CREDIT
• Tuesday 4/21 • Emotionally Tested
º2 Taurus Sun, Sun squares Saturn
• Wednesday 4/22 • New Moon in Taurus
º3 Taurus Sun
• Thursday 4/23 • Breakdown / Inner Shifting
◦ º4 Taurus Sun
• Saturday 4/25 • CREATIVE / REST / RECEIVING DAY
º6 Taurus, Mercury squares Pluto, Pluto Retrogrades
• Sunday 4/26 • SPIRITUAL / REST DAY /
º7 Taurus, Venus crosses the Sun, Sun conjoins Uranus,
Mercury sq Jupiter 5: COMMITTING TO GROWTH
• Monday 4/27 • Decide to Leave Old Values Behind
stepº8 Taurus Sun
• Tuesday 4/28 • New Credit Moves Forward
stepº9 Taurus, Mercury squares Saturn
I have been getting signs and messages to get myself together and make some decisions. Take some actions towards those commitments. I must admit I have been slow to respond to my inner guidance at times. Not now. Not for the last year. I have upped my game and made decisions to move forward. I took classes and courses on what I needed to know before going for it all. I have taken steps for the path/purpose of why I am here in the first place. I am working and organizing my experiences and abilities in courses. These courses aim to open the inner powers and allowing the true you to live in happiness and abundance. If you are interested, please let me know. Pre-registration and pre-launch sale will be coming soon.
*Resource of dates – Chris Witecki, SiriusJoy.com
Time to get out the cleaning clothes and get busy.
Within the last few months, a collective renewal has been happening. Slowing building new foundations, dreams, and realities. This is a deep process with layers and levels to go through to enhance and refine this great life we are creating for ourselves, family, and friends…and the future of humanity. Well, it is Spring cleaning time, isn’t it?
This month started with Mercury still in retrograde, clearing the way for our inner communication to surface and release the blocks in our road. We are in a frequency of deleting and releasing fears of Self; about ourselves, our families in the depths of our perceptions. We can’t hide from the deep in the cleaning of our deepest fears…as Black Lilith joins up with the Healer, Chiron all month long. (oh, boy!) Facing these insecurities and fears as they pop up in your reality will be easier this time around. Chiron connecting with Black Lilith brings the solution to the surface for us to learn and release from these fears.
These fears may be making their last appearance as we completely dealt with it. People can reflect these fears right in your face. Yet, it is you looking in a mirror to see these fears up close and personal. Please remember this when people are irritating you for this reason or that. Look deeper inside yourself and don’t just blame the other. They are that angel in disguise looking out for you in some way, knowingly or not. We are in this together.
As we have cleared out some of the hidden stuff between the inner-space of ourselves, the magic can come forward and bloom. As of March 9, Mercury Retrograde ends on the full moon in Virgo and allows more positive things into our experiences. I think we all are ready for this, don’t you?
Yet, this whole year will have moments of clearing, testing, and re-centering… Just remember in those times, to breathe and say to yourself these words, “I am a powerful, positive individual and anything that happens is for my highest good. I got this easy.” Look for the best way to self-correct and have some fun creating the solution with the situations. The magic is available with the alignment of the planets to support us forward if we take the steps one at a time without over-thinking about it. Most resolutions are common sense and amusing when we think about the creative ways we find.
Trusting yourself and your feelings are the most powerful gift…adding more confidence and ease to your self-direction on the way to miracles and blessings. Feeling in the flow and sharing your brilliance moving forward on the experiences you have a passion to undergo with faith.
Understanding you may have things happen opposite of what you are desire, this is only to build your skills and faith in creating this new life. So again, trust you got this. The more gratitude, faith, and trust in yourself and your creation, the easier it will get pass any fears that come up during this month. Make sure to check in with your intentions you created last Virgo (late August – September) season, last year. Those intentions are being checked and received during this month. Are you good with them or it is time to up the game?
You are planting seeds for the essence of your life during this time for the next 5 years this month, as Saturn moves into Aquarius from Capricorn. The actions you take during this time will move you forward into the future. Removing your self-sabotaging ways and ending lessons from repeating will open the way to magic and positive new life blooming…
I know you got this. Yet, if you have any questions, schedule a session and gain perspective on the fears and lessons you are creating now. Enjoy the process of life and each step with gratitude. Life is coming up with roses. It is time, don’t you think?
Notion of Being
February 2, 2020
Welcome to February and new understanding about our dreams, where we belong in our minds, experience, and the story we are creating now. January was the start-up for cleaning the slate or organizing the mind to deal with past karma, issues and finding your inner voice.
February brings some clarity and some time to make sure that is the change(s). You want to make as mid-month (2/16) the planet of Mercury decides to slide back until the 9th of March. So it is best to regroup, reorganize and realign your thoughts, projects, and recenter your future into the new possibilities that may happen during this time.
Please remember this whole year is a deep process, creating the foundation of new worlds in the near future. Any step forward is wonderful. Even if you need to take a half step back for a deep breath and looking at the bigger picture.
As I wrote in the guest article, “Thoughtfully Moving Forward” for JG Lewis’ blog, “Mythos & Marginalia: life notes between the lines and along the edges”:
“2020 is all about this transformation and progress for the world, nature, individuals, and groups of humanity. What we focus on this year is building our new storyline and a chapter for all of us. Truly, take a little time and focus with your heart in mind and ask yourself a simple question to manifest this new life: What would I love? Answer this in the coming weeks and allow it to unfold by listening to the whispers of your inner voice.”
Your inner voice may be getting your attention on February 6th about a decision the best direction for you to go in the future. Write it down and think about it. Especially with the Mercury retro in the wings and the Full moon in Leo on the 9th.
Full moons are all about releasing and making room for the new. Leo is connected to the heart and sun. So it is a great day to let go of the past issue or future blocks… to some clearing work on yourself and let the unfolding begin.
Take some time to reflect on your dreams and make a plan. See the big picture of it in front of you, your family and friends. Trust you got this and breathe deep in gratitude. Take that one step forward by letting go and getting out of your own way. By learning this, you will make 2020 go much smoother.
Blessings to you. If you have any questions, please get in touch.
Say Hello to your new life. It may not seem like things are changing at all or fast enough, hold on to your hat, your seat and keep breathing.
Change is coming at the planets are aligning to make sure, ready or not, you do get on the right side of the path for you. We started this change all through 2019. Lots of situations, issues, and mindsets upsets happened. In 2020, it all comes to the surface to be healed once and for good… or re-deal with it in 12 to 30 years from now. Best to do it now.
January 10th had Cancer Full Moon, mothering energy with an eclipse. So emotions will be in your focus. Breathe before reacting, responding, or push the situation. Self-Care comes first with this energy. Allow the release of things that irritate, trigger, or make life tense when possible. Make a list of gratitude for the release and the opening of new and better coming in. Be prepared for the shake-up for this to happen… in two days’ time.
January 11th has Uranus goes direct in Taurus (earth sign). Planet of surprises, expect the unexpected. With having all the emotions from the full moon eclipse, taking some time to regroup, breathe and ground yourself is strongly suggested.
January 12th is the Big and Much Looked for the aspect of the year. The meeting between Sun, Saturn, Pluto, Ceres, Mercury in Capricorn. Capricorn is all about going beyond limits and structure, having goals and making it happen, climbing the mountain and being a success and not stopping until it is all done. So having this powerful meet up of the Sun, Saturn (taskmaster, structure, and the home planet of Capricorn) with Pluto (planet of the great revealer, death, rebirth, future, and change), plus Mercury (Communication and Intellectual) and Ceres (depth of love, grief, and loss). To put it simply: major transition.
We all have been feeling the build-up of pressure to change in some form or way over the last year… thought of what we love and would love to do…now is the time to take some kind of action step toward those thoughts in some form or way. Invest in your dream, either monetarily or action. Walk your talk and let go of it.
(This is my action step towards creating more for clients.)
Others changes this month include:
Jan. 13th – Venus goes in Pisces – Time for forgiveness… in self and others. Ho’opono’opono
ritual is suggested. While thinking of the issue, simply stated: “I love you; I am sorry; Please forgive me; Thank you.” Repeat this until you feel a release or lightness about the issue.
Jan 16th – Mercury in Aquarius – Communication for groups through your original thoughts.
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The spiral notion of reflections
knowing the truth lives within the present essences
Seeing the country’s history revisiting…
From the Revolutionary war on sovereignty and freedom from oppression
to the Civil War about immigration and slavery…
individual rights of the states.
The equality of people and treatment…
being of race and women.
Wounds need healing upon knowing and acknowledgment
to change to another and different forms yet to be a comfort.
From where we are and where we would like to be.
Spinning the in and out of illusions and false words,
I continue to search for my part within these creations,
know the time is slowly changing all that is now.
Focus on the positive essences of truth I do see.
The increasing voices of the many seeking to be heard
with all the noise of the chaos.
Time magazine named Journalists as the people of the year…
looking for the truth and paying the price for it.
Artists, writers, and creative people have always
shown the truth to us. We all are looking for that truth,
within ourselves and the world.
It is a scary place right now.
America…the world is broken.
America is the world leader is broken
in a fractured piece of its past
that remained unhealed
from the uncertainty of the Revolutionary War;
to the immigration/slavery issues of the Civil War;
to suffrage movement for women
and the citizens wonder why?
Every opportunity is available or is it?
Choices, chances, and decisions create our individual paths
with our beliefs pushing us forward or holding us back.
Yet I trust the processes the humanity must go through to
get itself heading for the betterment.
I take time to witness, listen to the current of the times,
knowing the waves may get heavy at times.
Just hold on tight and allow the right actions to us
learning the better way to go in this next round
for Mother Earth and humanity.
Forward movement is the only way and I connect deeper with my heart and my truths; realigning beliefs which guided me through some strengthening experiences, discovering find my voice, my soul’s pathways and meaning of what I was told during a near death experience many years ago…
“You are love and loved. Don’t forget this.”
© 2019 Jennifer Hillman
by Jennifer Hillman
Wisdom through words.
Some advice I would give to anyone…of any age.
Observe, listen, and share.
I learned for observing many wise elderly and the young innocence.
With this, I collected and smiled with these steps to living.
Quiet the Mind. . .
be with the Silence
and simply listen to your heart…
follow the whispers of your truths
be bold and embrace the magic
while expanding your brilliance
in every moment,
with every breath.
Live large through creativity
share tender moments of laughter
while you forgive often…
yourself and others.
Be true to you by being the uniqueness of all you be.
Trust. Love. Be. Love’s Truths.
Guest post for JG Lewis
Do you practice self-love? With Valentine’s Day coming soon, it is an important question to ask yourself, especially if you are single, looking for love or in a relationship and wondering where your relationship is heading.
Why is it important to practice self-love? What does self-love look like in practice? How would you advise a customer who is hoping to manifest self-love in their life?
What is self-love and why does self-love matter?
Self-love is self-care, self-esteem, confident and most important, knowing your true self. The knowing and holding on to those true aspects of oneself that make you…uniquely YOU. When you care about yourself, you care about what surrounds yourself… your individual world and world will reflect that expression of yourself Back at you.
The practice of self-love is the care of what you feel about yourself more than what others feel or think about you. Your inner trust in what you are doing and if it feels good, right for you…that is all that matters. At times, the best and hardest thing you can say to someone else is NO.
As someone who has allowed herself to be in abusive relationships, had low self-esteem and find truth in her understanding of her self-worth (priceless) I understand what it takes to get up and change. Hold on to that promise to myself that I am looking out for myself as no one will quite the way I do. I learned to love myself and saw my reflection of self-love return in the ways others showed me respect and support I now get from others.
Let me ask you a few questions about yourself.
Do you like where you are in your life?
Do you wake up, saying Yes or just push the snooze buttons on your life?
Do you worry what others like of you and just go along with whatever they tell you to do at your expense?
Do you looking for a love relationship or friends to validate who and what you are?
Do you take care of yourself with exercise, rest, eating well, and have balance in your life?
Are you happy?
If you have doubts or say NO to any of these questions. Let’s talk about the ways to change this quickly and easily by breaking down the reasons, blocks, and situations that got you to these points and create a better life for yourself. A life of loving yourself reflections in the expression back from life…with supportive people, career, and situations that say Yes to you. Though my Clairvoyant, Clairsentience Clairaudience Claircognizance I can assist you in finding those blocks and misperception to find the true you. That wonderful you are waiting to be fully in your life.
For example, I had a client, in his mid-20s, call me on the verge of suicide thoughts. He had just broken up with his fiance, the love of his life and was losing control of his life without her. She had blocked from her social media and told him to find someone else. She needed to focus on her life, school, and work. He had low self-esteem (abusive family situation -alcoholic parents), currently lived in his basement of his father’s house. He was doing many odd jobs without any benefits or true security in his life.
We discussed his ideal dream of life. He would work in the tech/ entertainment industry in a job with benefits and 9 to 5 hours during the week. He would live in a house with a yard, his girlfriend would be his wife, a couple of kids. He could see this so clearly. His family situation would be peaceful.
Each time we talked, I let him clear the air and then we discuss a step toward changing this. We set up some steps such as getting a journal to write out his feelings to his girlfriend in a journal, all his thoughts, and feelings he had towards her…to give it out of his system. Next, he wrote his mother and father a letter… told them all his thoughts and feelings. He wrote them and burned the letter, removing that energy out of his life. The next day, his mother called and wanted to clear the air with him.
At the same time, he was looking for a house…found it and the owner has renovated it at the time. This client got this perfect house made to his liking without the cost. About this time, he got a text from his ex…asking him how he was doing. Communication had opened up. He was through the roof.
Soon, a friend contacted him about an opening at this television/radio station looking for a tech manager. He put his resume in and is now not just the tech manager, but the operation manager with 9 to 5 hours and full benefits for a few stations in his area.
With many calls with me, He opened up his self-love, caring for the important details and steps to get his dream. His girlfriend is still busy with school and work yet she is texting and talking with him. He is patiently going with the flow, knowing it is just a matter of time until she will be back In his life again. Self-love builds your dreams into reality.
So are you ready to give yourself self-love and live your dreams? Need some assistance, contact me for a session today.
Are you honoring your soul’s journey, purpose, and joy?
Your Soul’s heart is waiting for you. It is said that the soul has all the knowledge and wisdom one will need in this human experience. And as we step out in the direction of the soul in its innocence, joy and desires, the world changes and doors open and release all the chains holding one back from fully living in abundance and amazing adventures. More than the mind can perceive.
So have you honored your soul’s journey and experienced what life is truly to be?
I have at times. The taste of freedom, of truly trusting the universe was present for me and knock down any and all obstacles out of my way. I know this was living. I didn’t need to know too far in advance the next step as it all just unfolded in front of me. I named a need or desire and boom…the step to that experience happened.
I have also experienced those times when nothing seemed right and I held myself back from living out of having a bad happening or allow something outside of me to have an impact on me. Shook me down and out of alignment. Tough lesson to not allow that to happen again. It threw me into a lack mentality, struggle and questioning why to do anything again. Then the mirrors showed up reflecting those same things. YIKES! Be aware of those around you.
I saw it and knew I was way out…needed to get into my heart and soul of living. You learn the difference and appreciate the steps getting into and what to do to stay there.
The steps of discovery are pretty simple to recognize.
First, how are you feeling? Drained, tiring, bored, careless (you just don’t care), or scared/fearful?
Any of these is depressing your soul in progress. Closing the heart of wonders and it is time to dance, move and get back on track. I mean it literally… get out of that space of laying around, vegging in front of the TV, video game, or staring into space (unless you are meditating…that is good).
Put on your shoes and go outside, take a hike or walk. Breathe fresh out. Go to places that inspire you. Move your imagination into overdrive. For me, a bookstore, coffee shop with a pad of paper to write observation…or who is around me and how I feel about this space. Any kind of observation.
Even observation the feelings you have been having and what started this downfall. This is so you acknowledge and release it completely and possibly the person/people reflecting that energies. You are respecting their journey, yet also honoring yours by letting go of them. If they want to stay as they are and seem to enjoy it… let them. It doesn’t mean anything against them. You just aren’t playing their game anymore. It is just that simple.
Other encounters of lack… Money source changing? Money dropping off? Unexpected expenses pop up? How are you responding? Calm and cool? Or freaking out? Not sure what to do?
If you are calm and cool, you know it will be handled and isn’t that big of a deal… and the funds for it will appear somehow. Even if it is out of your savings, you know that it will refill and more.
Freaking out and getting depressed about it? Well, again, you are blocking the very source. Your soul knows what to do and how to get it done quickly so you have the funds for it… Breathe, relax and allow yourself to follow the clues, signs, and intuitional hits. Do your best not to resist any ideas that pop up. Trust me, I have and again…yikes. Delays in the funds to the very last minute. Just follow through as strange and crazy it seems. Something I heard when I was in these predicaments… Don’t be afraid to spend money. Let it flow. I would tend to hold on to the money and that is like holding your breath. Not the healthiest thing to do. So I learn to spend a little bring more in. It gets the flow moving again.
In this year of mastery of self, the one and best thing you can do is honor your soul. Be still and listen within the space between your heart beat. Your Soul has the answers if you just listen and follow through. This is especially true if you wake up in the middle of the night with a repeat thought to do something. Do it or at least, write it down…and do it when you are more awake. Just keep your soul happy and flowing. It is letting your soul know you are hearing the whispers of your truth with trust. Things will magically begin to change for the better.
BE the person true to who you know yourself to be. Live authentically. The mastery is occurring at each moment you do this simple thing. Be true to YOU.
If you need assistance, please contact me for a session.
“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing that you will make one.”
2018 fast arrived and the past year released, we enter a Master (11) year releasing, reorganizing and reclaiming. In 2017, we may have found things about ourselves that surprised us in good and not so good thought-forms and/or beliefs… this was the duties of the Saturn in Sagittarius. These last three years have redefined who and what we are and open doorways to our inner truths. Accepting these may not be the easy things to perceive, yet in the simplest forms of taking control of each day, we found that those beliefs holding us back only kept us in our own discontentment. Many of us jumped into what we truly wanted to do, like the move to a new location, new career, new relationship and now the little details of completion of that dream now at hand. We are the ones co-creating our adventures.
Saturn is often referred to as the Father figure/Mother energy…taskmaster, karma balance planet, resistance and persistence present in our lives. Now Saturn is home in Capricorn, we may feel perhaps we can breathe a little easier, yet this may not be the case in this 11 year if we didn’t decide on a goal to obtain or to go for this year and for the next few years. If we felt anxiety and uncertainty about how to figure that goal out. Capricorns are known for always having a goal or figuring out the next one as they are the builders and the doers. They climb that mountain with step by step guide and reach that goal every time. In this year of 11 or 2, we are getting to know we are not alone in this adventure and we are co-creating with our inner guidance or learning to trust that guidance or intuition. Those intuitive hits or gut feelings are increasing and your allowing, while following is the key for this year to avoid the negative aspects of anxiety, feeling off and out of touch.
Being balanced is key for this year and the number(s) 2 and 11 will assist you. Focusing on your happiness, love and your goals are the ways to assure yourself to get the best out of this year ahead. Knowing you will be able to find what you need to get your goals when you trust, breathe and allow the flow of magic in your life. If you are feeling alone, you are cutting yourself off in resisting and block that magic. Recenter, meditation and reconnect with that inner vision/voice and trust what you sense. Building trust with your intuition and those whispers will help you get your goals and much more…confidence, clarity, and co-creation.
Full moon glows for us into this promise
New Year of potentials and progress
step by step, we climb this new mountain
or over that plateau looming in front of us
giving us confidence, support, and drive
trusting our feelings, with love in the lead
All is possible, All is in the knowing
We are in this together and together we can get this done
Let Love fill your heart, mind, and spirit
Your soul is in charge of this time and adventures
You may have missteps, trip, and fall
Just look up…there is a hand to help you up.
Trust with love in your inner wisdom
It is time to shine your inner brilliance.
Enjoy your journey in this magical year of 2018
and simply be in trust and in love.