“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing that you will make one.”
2018 fast arrived and the past year released, we enter a Master (11) year releasing, reorganizing and reclaiming. In 2017, we may have found things about ourselves that surprised us in good and not so good thought-forms and/or beliefs… this was the duties of the Saturn in Sagittarius. These last three years have redefined who and what we are and open doorways to our inner truths. Accepting these may not be the easy things to perceive, yet in the simplest forms of taking control of each day, we found that those beliefs holding us back only kept us in our own discontentment. Many of us jumped into what we truly wanted to do, like the move to a new location, new career, new relationship and now the little details of completion of that dream now at hand. We are the ones co-creating our adventures.
Saturn is often referred to as the Father figure/Mother energy…taskmaster, karma balance planet, resistance and persistence present in our lives. Now Saturn is home in Capricorn, we may feel perhaps we can breathe a little easier, yet this may not be the case in this 11 year if we didn’t decide on a goal to obtain or to go for this year and for the next few years. If we felt anxiety and uncertainty about how to figure that goal out. Capricorns are known for always having a goal or figuring out the next one as they are the builders and the doers. They climb that mountain with step by step guide and reach that goal every time. In this year of 11 or 2, we are getting to know we are not alone in this adventure and we are co-creating with our inner guidance or learning to trust that guidance or intuition. Those intuitive hits or gut feelings are increasing and your allowing, while following is the key for this year to avoid the negative aspects of anxiety, feeling off and out of touch.
Being balanced is key for this year and the number(s) 2 and 11 will assist you. Focusing on your happiness, love and your goals are the ways to assure yourself to get the best out of this year ahead. Knowing you will be able to find what you need to get your goals when you trust, breathe and allow the flow of magic in your life. If you are feeling alone, you are cutting yourself off in resisting and block that magic. Recenter, meditation and reconnect with that inner vision/voice and trust what you sense. Building trust with your intuition and those whispers will help you get your goals and much more…confidence, clarity, and co-creation.
Full moon glows for us into this promise
New Year of potentials and progress
step by step, we climb this new mountain
or over that plateau looming in front of us
giving us confidence, support, and drive
trusting our feelings, with love in the lead
All is possible, All is in the knowing
We are in this together and together we can get this done
Let Love fill your heart, mind, and spirit
Your soul is in charge of this time and adventures
You may have missteps, trip, and fall
Just look up…there is a hand to help you up.
Trust with love in your inner wisdom
It is time to shine your inner brilliance.
Enjoy your journey in this magical year of 2018
and simply be in trust and in love.
Change doesn’t feel comfortable… embrace the feeling and keep moving in that direction…
regardless of the pull (ego/resistance) to stay comfortable.
The reward of peace and the feel of you is amazing. ~jh
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Within each of us are the blessings of experiences, inner knowing wisdom and exactly how to achieve what seemingly feels impossible. The body, heart, and being are the way to the truth with trust in recognizing this simple fact. Yet doing just that can be an experience all unto itself. We may feel the need to wait for more clarity and postpone doing anything. While doing that, we lose ground with taking that much-needed action to live the dream we may desperately need now. The frustration grows and yet this is exactly what we need to push us through the breakdown into a breakthrough.
Until you truly trust yourself in directing your energy and your life the way you wish it to be it can feel like you are repressing the true rebel you intuitively know you are. It is finding your way to that rebel and accepting the wise insights and courage to bring forth that courage of the rebel.
With embracing the rebel, the creative genius is alive, magical and with synchronistic happenings in beauty and graceful ways. It is when you take those right actions, even if you aren’t 100% sure they are right. Taking the risks trusts the rebel, yet it is more than that. It aligns the body, heart and being into one focus. Power is intensified by this knowing. That inner voice and inner child join forces to release the burdens of others you may have been carrying without knowing or worse we do know and we choose to remain in misery out of some kind of obligations that others have placed on us.
Taking a step into freedom, you shake up the norm and create your own reality.
As we aren’t guaranteed tomorrow, attempting to pull the Scarlett O’Hara line (“There’s always tomorrow!”) isn’t the best advice to take. You have this one moment at a time. We can make excuses and lots of reasons not to take those adventures, yet we are only holding ourselves back out of fear and in truth, those are illusions of the mind. Your mind is not supposed to be the one in control. And if you are anxious, frustrated and still hesitating on taking those steps you know in your heart are right and having the excuse of waiting for more clarity… you are only bullshitting yourself and hurting yourself. No one can make you do anything and you are continuing the mind game.
In time, the excuses are only going to continue the dark nights of the soul until you do exactly what you wanted to do in the first. Throwing off the safety nets and need to know everything before you move forward towards your dream brings you the steps towards living that dream. It is actually taking that leap of faith that you gain that safety net as you are trusting you will be okay and using that courage, faith, and diving into the dream.
A few years ago, I ran away from home. I simply decide that I needed to get away from the overwhelming pressure and stress for a few months and just requested one thing to start me off: A place to stay. I asked a client/friend who I know had two bedroom place in this location. She said sure for a couple of weeks and after that, we would come to a financial agreement. No problem. I packed what I needed for this and left. At the end of two weeks, I knew it was time to move on, so I called another friend and asked if we could get together… he had a birthday party to go to and invited me to come along. There, I met the woman’s three dogs. All the dogs seemed to be expecting me and the last one to come to me was part Akita. I had four Akita in the past. A sign to ask if someone had a place for me to stay for awhile and the woman said she was looking for someone to take care of the dogs and do some errands for her for a work for rent situation. I said yes and moved in the next day. It worked out beautifully. I had a new place to live and it was free except for making sure the dogs were taken care of… easy as these dogs enjoyed my company. I was happy and my income increased. Things fall into place for me, meeting new friends and living a few miles away from my childhood home. I felt I was home, center for myself and with that, I knew it was time to go back home to complete the responsibilities I had waiting for me. I went home after the magic began to fade a bit. When I returned, I took on the leftover burdens created and restarted my life. Things opened up to me and I found the peace I needed from taking that leap. It may have been just a temporary break, yet I trusted what I intuited and followed my heart in each step. I found what I needed one step at a time. So happy I did it.
Following what you know is right; the Divine will guide you with ease and grace every time. Make that decision and listen to the whispers open you up to a whole new reality of possibilities. If you don’t, you are choosing to remain stuck and no one to blame but yourself. The choice is only yours…No one else. Choose with the whispers of your heart. Watch the miracles happen as you right before you.
Asking for clarity
And the mystery gets deeper
Breathe in the Magic of the twilight
Waiting for the magic to reveal…
Dusty steel blue sky blooms before me
Continuing with ‘one step will do’
Orions belt looms above me
Hearing the fountain flowing
My mind wanders
Still looking for the magic reveal.